How do I know to love you or to leave you?
What will it feel like if I lose you?
Through every toss and every turn, every night without your arm across mine
I wonder what it would be like
If I went through life without ever having known you
Would I be happy or sappily obsessed with the idea of happiness
Would I smile the way you made me smile? Laugh with the same joy that yours brought mine? Or would I find a different joy in things without you by my side?
Maybe I would meet someone new, another one I could pursue and who could make me laugh in the same way you used to, or would I still wish it was your arm around mine every time I got close to someone else at night?
How do I know to love you or to leave you?